The world is too heavy. Too big for my shoulders. Come take the weight off me now. Thousands of answers to one simple question. Lost in the playground, late night nostalgia. Please open the sky for me now. Friends round the fire outside in December. Credits roll over the edge of horizons that I have not discovered yet. I am like a kid who won't just let it go. Twisting and turning the colours in rows. I am so intent to find out what it is. This is my Rubik's cube, I know I can figure it out.

McFly - Love Is On The Radio

Am watching it again and again for the 150th time :)

Always Be Together :)

We are friends for life. Hold that deep inside. Let this be a drive to survive. Just stand high and tall, and make sure you give your all. If you ever fall, know that I'm right here. Find me in the sky, destine with the moon and night. Your heartbeat is disguised as my lullaby. Be happy and know that I'm watching you travel far and wide, waiting for us to meet again. If you need me, I'm in the wind, look for me friend, I'm in the stars. When you need me, the heaven will send a message within straight to your heart. We'll always be together, don't you worry. I'll always be by your side, don't you worry. The circle will never end. Just know that we'll meet again. We'll always be together, forever, always, I am here :) xx

Happy 18th Birthday Amalia Anuar :) xx

  It's 11.35pm and I supposed to study by now sebab esok kuiz Basic Nutrition but since banyak sangat yang kena baca so I decided untuk merapu kejap. So here's the story, plan nak celebrate birthday Ama since last week. Plan depan Ama lagi tu. Haha! Decide nak gather 7 of us tapi serious epic fail. HAHA.

  Thanks Ama, adik Ama, Sara, Afiqah, Dhilah, Maya, Ziq, Zarif, Azhim, Nazrie and tak lupa juga my baby sister sebab sudi luangkan masa untuk celebrate birthday Ama :) Hargai korang sangat-sangat. At first, pagi-pagi tadi kecoh sebab Sara tak dapat join. Rasa bersalah gila-gila and rasa sebak sebab Sara tak dapat join. Then semua macam gelabah gila especially Zarif and Ziq. So decide untuk teruskan plan without Sara.

  Plan nak tengok wayang tapi sumpah cerita tak best so yeah tak jadi. Then Zarif ajak karaoke dekat Red Box. Since harga amatlah berpatutan so why not kita try and have fun kan. Mula-mula Zarif kata 11 orang je yang join. Suddenly, 12 orang pula yang join and when I asked siapa lagi sorang terus-menerus Zarif cakap kawan Nazrie. Err okay? Orang dah lah tengah sedih sebab Sara tak dapat datang.

 We started to sing without Ziq and Nazrie. Tak lama lepas tu, Zarif asyik sibuk dengan phone and asyik keluar masuk dari bilik karaoke. Tiba-tiba je I saw Sara masuk and holding Secret Recipe punya cake. Cheese cake pula tu. Gila excited! Then dorang sang a birthday song. Guess what? Dorang celebrate sekali birthday Ama and kita :') Terharu sangat-sangat.

  Had fun karaoke. Kita tak penat walaupun sesaat. Menari macam orang gila, hyper nak mati, terkinja-kinja macam orang mabuk, rap macam eminem! HAHA. Sooo, this is my very first time celebrate birthday kawan and celebrate birthday sendiri dengan kawan. Terima kasih sangat-sangat korang semua. Sorry Ama sebab tak dapat main ice skating tadi.

  Finally dapat tahu rupanya Sara, Ziq, and Zarif cuma berdrama je pagi tadi. Haha. Pandai korang buat surprise ye. Sara sangat sweet. Surprise tadi amatlah tak disangka. Ziq ye ye je cakap dia lambat sebab ada hal rupanya dah plan dengan sara nak pergi beli cake. HAHA!

  Apapun, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY AMALIA ANUAR! Kita sayang Ama sangat-sangat. Stay cute Ama! Study elok-elok, jangan tinggal solat :) I LOVE YOU! xx

Confessions From Me To Friends :)



We never have the same nature.

We have best understanding of our differences.

 We were friends since our first day in class. Not really close but we enjoyed this friendships. Thank you Sara because you introduced me to Ama and Dhilah. Thank you Afiqah because you still remember me as your ex-schoolmate. We were destined to meet each other. It was one of my greatest gift from God. We shared the same interests. We shared almost everything together. We spend time together more than any others. We even cook in the same kitchen together! Haha.

 Addeen and Ziqree :) Both are like brothers to me. I've never found any other guys that could treat a girl better than you both does. I used to get annoyed with Addeen but when I think of it again, it wasn't his fault for being way too aggressive in most of our classes. He loves to ask alot during lectures. Ziqree is the best leader. He always know what to do without being tell by others. He's like a father sometimes. Haha. These two boys are way too cool. I enjoyed every second I spent with Addeen and Ziqree.

 We're not just friends during the good times but also during the hard times. We went through alot of problems together, from friendship to misunderstanding, from misunderstanding to hate, from hate to enemies. But on top of that, we know that every misunderstanding could be settle down little by little. That's what seven of us keeps doing until we are this close.

 All of you helped me alot during my hard times (which I mustn't mention to public) and thank you for helping me in studies. There are of course certain subject that I couldn't catch as fast as you guys could. Thank you for the study group together during the midsem exam and final exam. I appreciate it way too much. Eventhough kita tak study sangat, but your laughs and smiles and the conversations and the jokes could really keep the stress away. Haha.

 This is my very first time having the best friendship ever in my whole 18 years life. Thank you Sara, Afiqah, Dhilah, Ama, Addeen, and Ziqree! May distance won't tear us apart. Nothing could describe my love towards you guys (well I hope tears could). Haha. I LOVE 7 OF US! xx